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ahy do i suck at spelling when stoned?!?!
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[07 Apr 2006|12:13am] |
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lurking the world for a job.
avery is back home now.
yet AGAIN she throws something in my face!
It's sad that everyone is departing till next year, when their yet again in arms reach.
gunna see michelle as much as possible this summer. And maybe make a trip to london, ont.
It's was nice that i got to meet so many people this year. Hopefully they stick around in my life, because they are amazing company.
new goals in life are to get into this top special fx makeup school in toronto.
quit smoking so much weed.
and meet someone that makes me feel more then just alive.
i thought i found them.
bought i always think that.
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| starts with one. |
[19 Mar 2006|11:33pm] |
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who listens to music theeese days! |
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guys are fuckers.
they lead you to believe in love for a split second. and BAM
knocked on the floor like a shithead.
lifes a bitch
on a better note...AKA NOT!
i decided to be foolish and quit my job
my dad will most likely kick me out.
im getting drunk.
people suck.
boys suck.
boys suck ALOT!!!!!!
i want to be left alone for years. but dont.
i hate you god.
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[17 Mar 2006|03:04pm] |
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miss kittin - madame hollywood. |
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so nathan really hates it in oakville, and has decided he's moving back to woodstock. we both like eachother, but i wouldn't be able to handle long distance. so i dunno.
life is a bitch.
but whatever.
photoshoots coming up. o god.
sex drugs and rock n'roll. it's over.
it's over.
everybody wants to be hollywood.
xxx
ps. your ex-lover is dead.
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| fuck you have no idea how much i like him! |
[14 Mar 2006|06:57pm] |
is it a sign when someone stops using little hearts?
or the kiss icons on msn?
i had an amazing night with nathan, but since that day i cant tell where its going!
he wants to see me, he says so himself.
but he just doesnt talk to me on msn the same way anymore. less lovey and i just hope there isnt a reason for that!!!
maybe its because im always nervous and end up screwing it all up!
i forgot how much livejournal can be such a downer!
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| am i crazy. |
[16 Dec 2005|05:22am] |
i want to meet you.
me-okay
im comming now
me-okay
i havent slept
its 5 in the morning on friday
im seeing the nelson something or other show because didi has an extra ticket
and a boy is comming as i type.
all the way from toronto
he just left
and will be here at 7:30
were getting drunk and high
this is the life i chose to live
and i find it crazy
and amazing
if i fall asleep didi
just smack me
love and kisses
lip therapy.
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| some big changes in my world. |
[06 Dec 2005|06:05pm] |
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so things started off well...sorta been awhile since i updated this stupid thing, so i thought i would fill the world in on my pathetic life.
school started great.
thennnn...started cutting class.
smoked alot of weed everyday
went into a cycle of depression
got serious
stuff happend ragarding my family
in the now
im most likely dropping out of college.
im not doing well
and its not worth it
what may happen is
i may live with ellyn and michelle
get a job downtown toronto
go to school next year
i got alot to sort out
i dragged myself down this bullshit but whatever. i know ill make it to the top
anyways
later suckers.
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[19 Nov 2005|12:00am] |
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livejournal is gay.
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| a painting for her |
[12 Oct 2005|11:41pm] |
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so Britt ramrambled out some poetry and i loved it so much that i had to paint what i felt....lame im sure
but what do you think?
title: Reynolds Wonderland
Full gasped puke in tiny openings
Delicate gratitude, reach it out, reach back in
flip the switch on the way out, conserve my love.
Headlights creathe atmospheric problems we'll avoided
death is just as beatiful at sun up
pull back the flavour from past lovers
It's plain and round, something close to nothing
prompting green pinups with bushels of reverted meaning
open. open. open.
- Brittany Reynolds
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| what a night my deer friends, then the deers all stomped twice |
[25 Sep 2005|12:07pm] |
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So last night Kendall and I decided to go see Ellyn and Marita, the day went perfect but the night was a different story. We met many people who were all very VERY nice, UNTIL!!!!!! ellyn tells us about this Dave guy, who she and many others seem to think is gay, so then we meet him and OMG i never want to meet this dude again. I had weed (dah) and i said to ellyn that her and a couple friends could come blaze, im in college and broke so i thought maybe i should charge these people considering the number of them was increasing and im flat ass broke as shit. then im like "well i dont want to be the asshole do i?" so i decided everyone could blaze for free. THEN this gay closet case dave guy decides hes coming aswell and that hes going to invite everyone he sees to come along, no one takes him serious in this case so not many people came, it actually ended up being weird closet case guy, another andrew with a six pack, and some wicked guy whos name i never got but he seemed pretty chill. o and ellyn, kendall, and me. so were blazing and this dave guy gets a little more calm but i still cant stand the dude. PLUS he kept hitting on Kendall to i guess step it up to show he wasnt gay. hah liar. Anyways so he wanted this other andrew to strip or something
-giwonderwhy-. but andrew wouldnt, so then its like 3 in the morning and i gotta get up for 6 to go to an orientation for work so were getting comfy (i had to share a bed with kendall, which was fine because she was still and silent) HOWEVER!!!!!!! closet case snored like there was no tomorrow and lord knows if i had a gun...so anyways i ended up missing my orientation but its no big deal because i have been working at longos for a year now and this thing was going to talk about safety and stuff, which i have heard many times on many different occasions. but yeah last night was pretty fun except this dude which i hope i never see again. i think my favourite part of the night was seeing ellyn marita and omar DAH!!! o and kendall but we fuck like the worlds coming to an end so we see alot of eachothers faces.
wow i made two references to the world ending. hint. hint.
so i look at my weed this morning and im fucking curious as to where it all went because i bought a half quarter yesterday and its almost all gone. g andrew lets figure this one out? you just smoked about 6 or 7 people up that day for free minus kendall who was nice enough to pay me for her share of enjoyment. im just too nice you know? hah (ellyn sexluded because it was her room i stayed in so heck i cant charge her)
anyways suckers im off to get a vagina and then im going to jazz it up with a labia piercing, see you in hell.
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| have your pets spade and neutered *imissallison |
[15 Sep 2005|11:16pm] |
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second week.
school is wicked, teachers are crazy
today i had a teacher who said fuck a dozen times, and made fun of jesus.
my first art project is due on thursday and im really happy with my finished art.
i want everyones opinion on it
we had to do a card from the deck, some got the queen, some got the joker, I GOT THE 9 OF SPADES!!!!
the assssssignment is as follows.
the card must include a self portrait, and images that work with the number and symbol
example: the girl who got the queen of diamonds, would draw herself maybe as the queen covered in diamonds.
soooo i thought and thought
and this is what i came up with
its me spaying a cat.
what do you think?
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| i guess ill update. |
[09 Sep 2005|06:42pm] |
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So it was my second day @ Sheridan, So far i have seen alot of different shit.
heres a list of all the things i thought were crazy/funny/ahahhaa
day 1
1. i made a friend
2. another friend...but i already knew her
3. some asian guy in my class got stung by a bee, im sorry but ahahhaa
4. there is a 40year old man with a cane in my painting class, i give him credit for the efforts of
getting an education. BUT HES SUPER SCARY LOOKING!
5. some girl (also from my painting class) was crying in the hall, get this, she was unhappy with her
photo id picture! <---looks like i have met Angelica's replacement!
day2
1. my teacher for "imaging systems" is not only asian...hes also gay! BUT WAIT IT GETS BETTER!!!!
HE DRESSES & TALKS LIKE DESIGNER VERN YIP FROM TRADING SPACES!!!
2. A car in the parking lot exploded because of over heating...what was that? it was filled with paint supplies? ahahaha there were 3 fire trucks at the scene!
3. for 2 hours i drew bird houses!
4. i hate go transit buses
5. i cant wait for friday to roll around (my brake day) i need a doob like pound puppies need their velcro mom.
anyways i dont know who still reads this shit i splatter but anyways hope everyone is off to a good start with what ever their doing.
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[01 Sep 2005|10:18pm] |
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so today i went to SHERIDAN and now im like super excited, my classes dont start until 11:00am everyday, and everyday except monday im there until 2. get this though!!!!!
my courses are going to be like super awsome. I have 2D Design on mondays aswell as an Ideas and Images Lecture, Tuesdays i have painting ALL DAY! Wednesdays classes dont start until 12 and i also have an Imaging systems laboratory (what ever that is). Thursday I have Drawing ALL DAY!! and fridays i have 3D Design... that has got to be the best shedule an artist could ever dream of.
tomorrow im finally going for my G1 hahaha
and im also getting a HAIR CUT...YIKES!
man i so dont want summer to end but do you know?
well the best of luck with everyone where ever your going.
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[28 Aug 2005|09:35pm] |
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So Tomorrow (monday) is my bithday, finally 18
PORN
LOTTO
CREDIT CARDS
PAYING THE SHIT IF I GET BUSTED FOR DRUGS
awwww the life
Im going to miss so many people, and I hope you miss me and leave a small chunk of doyle lovin in your hearts. otherwise i will hunt you down and re-jam it in.
if no one is doing anything tomorrow night, around whenever
give me a call on my cell 905-802-5422
on another note, Longos wont give me even 2 months off work to get school in order, BASTARDS!
today i noticed im totally picking mozitas nose, thats hot.
anyways hope to hear from all of you sometime soon.
xxx
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| the answers for you and me. |
[25 Jun 2005|02:02am] |
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everybody loves you when you're high
everybody leaves you when you're low
the reason
the reason why
i dont know
i dont know
everybody shows up when you're loaded
everybody takes off when you're dry
i cant say
i cant say
i cant say
the reason why
oh my.
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| girl you're just a no good dick. |
[23 Jun 2005|10:30pm] |
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Yeeeeaaaah!
i need a smoke.
My morning was ever so wonderful, there is something so sublime about the sky. This morning i swear to god i should of taken a photo. i was in my bathroom, steam enveloped the small room, I sat naked on the tile floor smoking a cherry flavored joint. I took Nosilla's advice and used this giant fan to blow the smoke out the window. It was blowing a bit on me and it felt so crazy because the room was boiling hot and the fan air was cool. I enjoyed that joint, and the other one after it....plus two bowls from Dahlia (my pipe). I want to return but I havent been able to, the best part about it was I was listening to The White Stripes, and this all happened at 10:30 in the morning right after Ellyn called about hangin to study, heh I'm so amazing it hurts. Then I went back to bed.
This weekend I plan to be so screwed up, I'll make it as outrageous as i possibly can.
does anyone want to hang out this weekend? or the during the week next week?
morning tea chats?
morning pot smoking?
how many dead hookers can you fit in the trunk of your car party?
man, i love harlots.
what evs you wanna do give me a call.
(905)-332-0090
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| my feelings were found in a song, who knew? |
[05 Jun 2005|09:33pm] |
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I don't get you . .
I can't forget what you've forgotten
all along
I've never been so alone
Don't Cry Out
Cease Fire
I was pretending
your secret kiss of confidence
was my escape
the perfect game to play..
Don't Cry Out
Cease Fire
ten nine eight and I'm breaking away
I'm all dressed up and I'm ready to play
seven six five four and I'm all over you
counting three two one and I'm having fun...
Your facination
with naked walls of silk and skin
with no conditions
I needed you to notice....
that's all I wanted
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| Tonight your ghost will ask my ghost. |
[30 May 2005|10:37am] |
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These days get shorter and shorter, and i now sleep way to much. School is coming to an end, im happy but so scared because im still shitting along not caring, when really i should be working on stuff. Im kinda affraid because if i dont get my act together and graduate...im out the door. My work thinks im crazy, and i think some of my teachers think im dead. I have been working on a project all morning for society, but i dont even know if its worth doing because i think im going to fail that class no matter what, Im not going to go to her class i think, i think ill do it but then just hand it to her and be like "can you atleast give me some marks for this" and if she says "NO!!!" THEN I'LL BLOW MY FUCKING HEAD UP!!!! and then shill go take some speed or whatever it is that keeps her up on her toes, and in everyones faces. I think i got to slow down with the smoking of the weed, joints have been smoked everyday, sometimes more then once. I think i got to spend a day finishing everything and then just handing it in because i really want to graduate and go to sheridan, ITS FUCKING CALLING MY NAME BITCH!! On saturday chillin in your room allison was the bomb, your room beats mine i think....okay i really like my room so were equal....someone take my pipes away from me, take my zig zags and my lighters, i got to get down to work.
this will probably never happen.
whatever i need a good ol nap, and some really good music, or a hug...there pretty nice.
later my seven silent lovers.
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